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Wondering thoughts unless you are a close friend you might not understand my rant.



The mind is a crazy thing sometimes. Right now I want to find a nice quiet room and shut the world out. I have 6 people in my home right now and well as most of you know it can be hell. My father and his girlfriend are driving me bonkers. I can't get her to do anything (not even help keep the house clean). Heck come to think about it if she won't keep a house clean then how the hell will she make sure that my father has all of his medications!!!!!!! God why do I have to put up with this? Is it the since of trying to make up for all those last years with my father or the fear of losing him like I lost mom several years ago. Taking care of 5 other people makes it hard to take care of my self and I think that I am going crazy because of the stress but no one seems to understand.



I had my friends bring my god daughter over so that I could spend some time with her and see her smiling face. The wonders of love that a child can give at such a young age, since she is only 2.

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sahahria
00:42 Jan 28 2010

*hugs* hang in there!

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Vampirewitch39
00:44 Jan 28 2010

Don't wear yourself out. You will be no good to anybody if you fall sick, or loose it. Take the time- hot bath, walk outside, just take 15 mins a day, or twice a day to just be you. In that crowd you are getting lost.



Take care Cat. *hugs*

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VAMPIREBLONDEE
22:10 Jan 30 2010

I can feel your pain. Last year I had so much company I felt like a stranger in my own home. The bathroom can be your sanctuary...Calgon works wonders with a glass of wine :)

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Cheetahcry
03:04 Jan 31 2010

Thanks gals....

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